2 October 09
Haven't blogged for god knows how long.Too busy.
Suddenly i feel that so much has changed after the June holidays.And.....i feel like i lost Mich.
4 months.Just passed by like that.And now, Mich has someone else to dote on her.How did things even change so quickly?
I hope...that person really loves her.Because i lost her to him.In just like what, a month?
Mich isn't coming over tonight.Shes been coming to my house for physics tuition every Friday, and she sleeps over.Thats why i've always been looking forward to Fridays.
I haven't seen her much these days.And sometimes, i'm afraid i'll lose her completely.
Everytime, she gets home, and bathes, before coming over to my house.And everytime, her damp hair has this sweet fragrance.It makes her smell like flowers.I realised.....her hair turns golden brown under sunlight.All this little things about her, i just can't forget.
Fiqal moved out on Wednesday.It was quite surprising.He didn't mention a word about it to Syafiq or Ainnah.Not even Khalid.He just left.
And i've been so afraid, this would prove too much to bear for Mich.But......i realised, shes stronger now.
Was it because of him, by her side?
Maybe.
I really want to see her smile.Hear her laughter, that makes me very happy.I just want to see the cheerful her.The girl who can laugh at almost anything, the girl who always has her signature smile on her face.
Oh well.
Today, saw Syafiq at the void deck.He told me Fiqal hasn't contacted him at all.Ainnah as well.
What are u trying to do Shafiqal?