11 June 09
GOD DAMN.
Mich is totally ignoring me right now.I know me and Tina have both hurt her badly.She trusted us so much, and we lied to her.
But i was really afraid she wouldn't be able to accept the fact.That me and Tina used to be a couple.
And I read her blog.And i'm really worried.
I have a really bad feeling right now.Everything has hit her at the same time.I'm afraid she won't be able to take all the blows.
Ainnah's faced with alot of problems as well.But i don't have to worry about Ainnah, she has always been a sensible girl.And i know she will be able to face her problems with a matured mind.
But then Mich is different.Shes like a little glass doll.So precious, but just one wrong move and she will shatter to pieces.
She can't take all this problems, she can't face them by herself.And now, theres no one to help her.No one by her side.
I should be with her right now.I should be facing her problems with her.But i'm not.She doesn't even want to see me.
I'm really worried about u princess, could u please reply my smses?Please?I'm really desperate now.
I really can't imagine how shes feeling right now.Lost, afraid, trying to find her way out in the dark.
Sweetheart, please let me help, at least for now, please.
God damn, god damn, god damn!!I'm so god damn stupid!!So god damn useless!!
Mich has never been strong.But shes always acting strong.And she keeps everything to herself.Just bottles them all up inside her heart.
How much more can she take??